As many of you know, I facilitated a Summer Solstice Gateway ceremony bringing in the Ascension energies of self-love recently. Several of those who took part in the Ceremony long distance have asked about the mention of the presence of Archangel Tzapkiel.
Archangel Tzapkiel is not generally well-known except to those with a knowledge of the Kaballah where he plays a significant role. In a metaphysical context Tzapkiel contains most of those traits for which he is known in the Hebrew text but is also associated with the third eye as we move into the 5th dimensional frequency. We are already many of us straddling both 3rd and 4th dimensional comprehension. The Ascension or Shift as it is also called brings us more predominately into the 5th.
The sixth chakra known as the third eye at the vibrational frequency of the 5th dimension becomes known as the 5th eye as higher psychic abilities become prevalent. The third eye is associated with the pineal gland, which for most of us is inactive or underactive, after puberty. This is also changing as we shift and the pineal takes on a more active role facilitating the increased abilities just mentioned.
Some of the other glands of the body have already been undergoing changes. Many of those who have opened as channels have undergone thyroid problems over the last decade. I myself had my thyroid removed due to illness not too long before I began channeling. This is not to imply that we have to lose our body parts to move into higher awareness, many do not share my experience, I mention it only to illustrate that our physical as well as subtle bodies are going through remarkable transitions. We are evolving humans moving to a higher level of experience though still in the physical. Evolution has not been completed, it continues as we move into becoming beings of light. The pituitary, thyroid, thymus and hypothalamus glands are all affected by spiritual development and the quotient of light present in our energy bodies. All the clairvoyant abilities which are natural though dormant for many will become fully functional.
The third eye or 5th eye as it functions at the 5th dimensional level allows for a much higher degree of perception which extends to a higher level of communication. We are moving toward a Unity never before seen on this planet, higher perception and communication will establish and maintain such Unity. A Unity in which each of us desires for another what we desire for ourselves, a time in which we will return to know community in a richer more loving evolved way that brings us to a true understanding that All are One.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Friday, May 15, 2009
"Story Of A Memory"
Straight to the memory. There had always been that one memory stuck on replay in the back of my head. I hadn't listened to it much in recent years because it was always the same. It never went anywhere, it always went blank at a certain point. It seemed nothing more was there, until, a few days ago when the feelings came and then more memories, tiny tidbits of memory, a bit disjointed,but feeling nonetheless very real.
To say I was surprised, shocked even, doesn't quite describe the experience, I remember thinking, why now, why if it happened would I remember it now? I had been through a lot of therapy years ago, the question was asked and answered many times, the answer had always been no....now it was yes.
But could I trust it? Was I making it up? I asked for confirmation and was told to go to the computer and look up the name. If he was deceased I would know. I found the name listed in an online publication, it took awhile but there at the bottom was the name, marked deceased. It took my breath away. Literally for a few moments it was difficult to breathe, as much for the fact that he was gone as anything else. I had loved him. Old enough to have been my young father, I was raised with him being an older brother in my life. Taking the place of one I'd never had and the father I had never known.
Once adoring of me as I grew older he distanced himself more and more until finally he cut me out of his life completely years ago. I had never stopped loving him, even with the other more clear memory of his lashing out at me physically, knocking me to the ground when I was 14. Even though he was never sorry, even though it had never made sense. Always feeling I had done something wrong, the suspicious looks my aunt always gave me. I never understood.
Now I knew, now I understood, suddenly it all made sense,there was some pain, but more than anything, there was relief, understanding. I wasn't ready to know till he was gone. I know he reached out to me after he was gone, to let me know, to settle it, to bring me to resolution, to a peace that would allow me to heal.
To say I was surprised, shocked even, doesn't quite describe the experience, I remember thinking, why now, why if it happened would I remember it now? I had been through a lot of therapy years ago, the question was asked and answered many times, the answer had always been no....now it was yes.
But could I trust it? Was I making it up? I asked for confirmation and was told to go to the computer and look up the name. If he was deceased I would know. I found the name listed in an online publication, it took awhile but there at the bottom was the name, marked deceased. It took my breath away. Literally for a few moments it was difficult to breathe, as much for the fact that he was gone as anything else. I had loved him. Old enough to have been my young father, I was raised with him being an older brother in my life. Taking the place of one I'd never had and the father I had never known.
Once adoring of me as I grew older he distanced himself more and more until finally he cut me out of his life completely years ago. I had never stopped loving him, even with the other more clear memory of his lashing out at me physically, knocking me to the ground when I was 14. Even though he was never sorry, even though it had never made sense. Always feeling I had done something wrong, the suspicious looks my aunt always gave me. I never understood.
Now I knew, now I understood, suddenly it all made sense,there was some pain, but more than anything, there was relief, understanding. I wasn't ready to know till he was gone. I know he reached out to me after he was gone, to let me know, to settle it, to bring me to resolution, to a peace that would allow me to heal.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Reality & Perception
Isn't it funny that things that seem so real to us are merely perceptions. My perceptions are sometimes soul searing, stories made up in my head that provide fodder for much searching, seeking, praying, crying.
My perceptions when not aligned with my inner knowing can be quite faulty. When allowed free reign they dart about in all directions. My inner knowing provides the compass, a direction to follow, a path to walk.
Yet frequently I disallow my inner voice, I tune it out and succumb to the directionless frey of my momentary perception. It's easier at times to give in to familiar feelings from childhood, the resignation of an earlier adjustment/survival mechanism within.
Were those "then" perceptions themselves faulty? I think not, though I would prefer they were. The false perception then was that she/he/they were normal and I the child crazy. How could they be wrong, the gods of my childhood? They decreed the law which must be followed. The law must be correct, my perceptions flawed. My inner voice was effectively smothered for a time.
So here I am, wondering what is true and false about my perceptions. My inner voice is telling me now that the best course of action may be to allow only those perceptions that bring peace, those that advocate for forgiveness today. So I come full circle to choosing those perceptions that light up the dark spaces. The searching ends, for now. The crying stops, the prayers continue.
My perceptions when not aligned with my inner knowing can be quite faulty. When allowed free reign they dart about in all directions. My inner knowing provides the compass, a direction to follow, a path to walk.
Yet frequently I disallow my inner voice, I tune it out and succumb to the directionless frey of my momentary perception. It's easier at times to give in to familiar feelings from childhood, the resignation of an earlier adjustment/survival mechanism within.
Were those "then" perceptions themselves faulty? I think not, though I would prefer they were. The false perception then was that she/he/they were normal and I the child crazy. How could they be wrong, the gods of my childhood? They decreed the law which must be followed. The law must be correct, my perceptions flawed. My inner voice was effectively smothered for a time.
So here I am, wondering what is true and false about my perceptions. My inner voice is telling me now that the best course of action may be to allow only those perceptions that bring peace, those that advocate for forgiveness today. So I come full circle to choosing those perceptions that light up the dark spaces. The searching ends, for now. The crying stops, the prayers continue.
Thursday, April 16, 2009
I'm going through this hibernation thing lately, it's happened before but this seems longer. Wondering if I'll ever come out of it. Re-asessing so much of myself and my life, seeing so many dark places within myself that I want to change, especially judgments which I'm so prone to. I wish I could just uproot it like a weed, just yank it out of myself in one tremendous effort, but mine must be more like a tree than a weed because I keep pulling and the roots come loose but it's not yet completely unearthed.
Know that this aloneness time is a preparation of sorts for something else to comem as it has been in the past, some sort of upgrade. I've asked before that it become more comfortable when it happens and it has. No depression with it this time, a foundation of trust and joy mostly in place, sprinkled with the ongoing self-doubt and a lot of impatience wanting to move through it.
Feeling strongly the polarities within me fighting with one another. One part saying, time is being wasted, get out there and "do", the other saying "be", stay the course, rest in the place where you are in trust.
Confusing stuff, have I completely lost you here....make any sense at all? Is this too weird for a blog post? It feels almost too close to my core to reveal it to the world but wondering if I need to be more self-revealing as part of the process. It was originally an email to a friend who encouraged me to go ahead and put it out there.
So here it is, allow the dark places be what they are I say, maybe they're not dark at all, just the hallway we walk till we open the next door to a room flooded with light.
Walking........Christie
Know that this aloneness time is a preparation of sorts for something else to comem as it has been in the past, some sort of upgrade. I've asked before that it become more comfortable when it happens and it has. No depression with it this time, a foundation of trust and joy mostly in place, sprinkled with the ongoing self-doubt and a lot of impatience wanting to move through it.
Feeling strongly the polarities within me fighting with one another. One part saying, time is being wasted, get out there and "do", the other saying "be", stay the course, rest in the place where you are in trust.
Confusing stuff, have I completely lost you here....make any sense at all? Is this too weird for a blog post? It feels almost too close to my core to reveal it to the world but wondering if I need to be more self-revealing as part of the process. It was originally an email to a friend who encouraged me to go ahead and put it out there.
So here it is, allow the dark places be what they are I say, maybe they're not dark at all, just the hallway we walk till we open the next door to a room flooded with light.
Walking........Christie
Spiritual Puzzles
Sometimes I’m a bit overwhelmed at all the spiritual/metaphysical offerings out there, too many to imagine, many diverse approaches. I wonder what it all really means, the big picture. Are all these teachers, offering truth? Are they/we all authentic? How is it possible if there are so many versions? Is it all a meaningless morass of monetary megalomania, or is it magnificence? Have you ever wondered?
Obviously, I have and here’s what I’ve come up with. Millions of puzzle pieces comprising millions of individual puzzles all contributing to one vast universal picture. Each of us is seeking those pieces that fit our particular puzzle. We each find our puzzle pieces in our own way at our own time as we sort through them and piece them together. The multiplicity of services and modalities out there are all valuable. They all offer pieces of someone’s puzzle, some fit yours, others fit mine.
What if the puzzle piece/service offered is motivated strictly by greed. I believe this occurs less frequently than most imagine, but can this hold any value? It does because somewhere some person is desperately seeking an answer, their puzzle piece may have strange origins but if it fits their puzzle it works for them. They’ve found an answer, a need was met, hope fulfilled, confirmation found, sustenance supplied...... or not. Maybe they needed the experience of a sham to learn the nuances of trust or some other related lesson, they gained some value. Certainly I don’t promote spiritual scamming or greed, I’ve been outraged by it, but then, that was only my perception, my own judgment of a process I may not fully understand.
Then there are those in greater multiplicity who do stand steadfast in truth and authentically contribute their version of it in service. Multitudes are assisted and served as a result. All the versions, all the pieces are valuable, each to someone searching for their particular piece of their puzzle. All the puzzles fit together to form a vast picture, network of good. A grand puzzle of a beneficent Universe in which each is called to offer what is theirs to contribute, receive what is theirs to learn. I’m reminded of the saying from a few years ago, “It’s all good”. And so it is!
Obviously, I have and here’s what I’ve come up with. Millions of puzzle pieces comprising millions of individual puzzles all contributing to one vast universal picture. Each of us is seeking those pieces that fit our particular puzzle. We each find our puzzle pieces in our own way at our own time as we sort through them and piece them together. The multiplicity of services and modalities out there are all valuable. They all offer pieces of someone’s puzzle, some fit yours, others fit mine.
What if the puzzle piece/service offered is motivated strictly by greed. I believe this occurs less frequently than most imagine, but can this hold any value? It does because somewhere some person is desperately seeking an answer, their puzzle piece may have strange origins but if it fits their puzzle it works for them. They’ve found an answer, a need was met, hope fulfilled, confirmation found, sustenance supplied...... or not. Maybe they needed the experience of a sham to learn the nuances of trust or some other related lesson, they gained some value. Certainly I don’t promote spiritual scamming or greed, I’ve been outraged by it, but then, that was only my perception, my own judgment of a process I may not fully understand.
Then there are those in greater multiplicity who do stand steadfast in truth and authentically contribute their version of it in service. Multitudes are assisted and served as a result. All the versions, all the pieces are valuable, each to someone searching for their particular piece of their puzzle. All the puzzles fit together to form a vast picture, network of good. A grand puzzle of a beneficent Universe in which each is called to offer what is theirs to contribute, receive what is theirs to learn. I’m reminded of the saying from a few years ago, “It’s all good”. And so it is!
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Holy Beings
We've all dealt with pain but there's really no adequate means of measuring it. It's an individual experience, though generally certain events are considered more painful.
Because pain is so uncomfortable and
Because it causes many unpleasant repercussions in our lives, our desire to decrease or eliminate it is understandable. In fact, for some of us, the desire to keep pain at bay causes us to retreat from living our lives fully. Or our inability to shed our pain often leads us to pass it on to others in a mindless exchange of pain participation.
When I first realized that carrying my past pain with its accompanying bitterness and resentment, was actually causing me to draw more of it to me, I was stunned. The Law of Attraction it seems works both ways.
I wish I could say the mere realization of this immediately changed everything, that in one awestruck lightening filled moment I was healed of my need to carry past pain and pass it along. Truthfully, that wasn't the fact.
Transforming pain is a process but I have made significant progress and that progress has made life a much richer experience for me. As we honor ourselves and our lives as sacred, we may wish to remember to also honor others experience of pain, though not the pain itself. Some experiences that cause one individual pain may not be the cause of pain for another. Sometimes we may judge another's pain as insignificant so we don't offer a supportive spirit to those whose pain we may feel is trifling compared with our own.
I'm reminding myself here as I remind you, that pain whatever the source, is a deep and difficult experience. Many times in order for us to move through and out of the pain process we really need to know that not our pain itself but our experience of it is validated.
Let's remember to join together in doing this for one another as part of honoring ourselves and others as Holy Beings.
I honor you.....Christie
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Because pain is so uncomfortable and
Because it causes many unpleasant repercussions in our lives, our desire to decrease or eliminate it is understandable. In fact, for some of us, the desire to keep pain at bay causes us to retreat from living our lives fully. Or our inability to shed our pain often leads us to pass it on to others in a mindless exchange of pain participation.
When I first realized that carrying my past pain with its accompanying bitterness and resentment, was actually causing me to draw more of it to me, I was stunned. The Law of Attraction it seems works both ways.
I wish I could say the mere realization of this immediately changed everything, that in one awestruck lightening filled moment I was healed of my need to carry past pain and pass it along. Truthfully, that wasn't the fact.
Transforming pain is a process but I have made significant progress and that progress has made life a much richer experience for me. As we honor ourselves and our lives as sacred, we may wish to remember to also honor others experience of pain, though not the pain itself. Some experiences that cause one individual pain may not be the cause of pain for another. Sometimes we may judge another's pain as insignificant so we don't offer a supportive spirit to those whose pain we may feel is trifling compared with our own.
I'm reminding myself here as I remind you, that pain whatever the source, is a deep and difficult experience. Many times in order for us to move through and out of the pain process we really need to know that not our pain itself but our experience of it is validated.
Let's remember to join together in doing this for one another as part of honoring ourselves and others as Holy Beings.
I honor you.....Christie
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Monday, April 13, 2009
Identity Crisis
Ever wonder who you really are? Having trouble with self-identity? Here's a clue, it's not your job title, who you are married to, or not. Your car, or your house, your kids or your achievements.
It's the unencumbered soul who showed up within that tiny baby before the first candle was placed on the birthday cake. The authentic one, the one that cried when it was hurt, the one that reached out it's hands expecting it's needs to be met, expecting love....being love.
Yes, even believing it was the center of the Universe, because this soul understood that it was the Universe. An integral part of everything, no separation, part of the All That Is - One With God.
There was no identity crisis. This is who you were....this is who you are.
You know who you are.....Christie
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It's the unencumbered soul who showed up within that tiny baby before the first candle was placed on the birthday cake. The authentic one, the one that cried when it was hurt, the one that reached out it's hands expecting it's needs to be met, expecting love....being love.
Yes, even believing it was the center of the Universe, because this soul understood that it was the Universe. An integral part of everything, no separation, part of the All That Is - One With God.
There was no identity crisis. This is who you were....this is who you are.
You know who you are.....Christie
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